My typical day....

Starts with being what I am - Ends with me left wondering why I am what I am...

Why am I not rude to someone, who is rude to me?! 

Why dont I scream back at someone, who scream at me?!

Why dont I take someone for granted, who take me granted?!

Why dont I blame them who blame me?!

Why dont I have the ego that others have when they talk to me?!