Clarifications

The last post is somewhat confusing. There is no clue what the whole post is about.. it looks like a "What happened when" sort of a thing for 3 days with someone. I am not trying to portray myself as someone.. i am not trying to tell what i do.. i am not trying to say this is good or this is bad.. i am not trying to say people dont react the way i want them to.

All i am doing is a honest try to learn more about myself. Why do i do the things i do.. What makes me do things.. why am i not able balance things (Home and outside). What can i do to make things for myself better. Should i let it go or just fine tune my behaviour.. or just do it and dont think about it...